Josiah's Journey

Navigating life with a special needs child.

Ten Thankful Things

By 8:27 AM

Right before the new year began, the phrase Ten Thankful Things popped in my head.

Ten Thankful Things?

What was that all about?

Almost immediately, without really giving it too much thought, I began to mentally create a list of 10 things I was thankful for.  

And then I forgot about it and moved on.

A day or so later, it happened again.

Ten Thankful Things.

Okay.  I can think of 10 more.  I ticked off a quick list in my mind.

This time though,  I thought a little more about it.  
 What if I started EVERY day by thinking of Ten Thankful Things?  

For a few days I did.

And then I thought, what if I end each day with Ten Thankful Things?

So, for a few days, I did that too.

It almost became a personal challenge to try to think of 10 things that hadn't made the list yet.  

Then yesterday, the Ten Thankful Things took on a whole new meaning.

Yesterday, just when I was thinking Josiah was feeling better, just when I noticed him being a bit more active and a lot more smiley, things took a turn for the worse.

I'll spare the details but suffice it to say the afternoon took a downward spiral.

It involved quite a few papertowels, half a box of tissues, a very large bowl, a bottle of Odoban, 4 or 5 bath  towels and a couple of loads of laundry.  

Oh, and there were some blankets thrown in the mix as well.

In the midst of the mayhem, Ten Thankful Things popped in my head.

Really?

Now?

Ten Thankful Things?

I hardly felt like it was the time, but I played along.

I was thankful for the large bowl.  VERY thankful.
I was thankful for the tissues.
I was thankful for the papertowels AND the Odoban.
I was thankful for the bath  towels.
I was thankful for the washing machine, laundry  detergent and hot water.
I was thankful for the blankets.
I was thankful for a trash can.
I was thankful for a fresh change of clothes.
I was thankful for a husband, on his way home from work.
I was thankful Josiah would feel better when all this was over.

In no time at all, I was able to think of Ten Things to focus on that made the situation seem so much better.

Instead of feeling frustrated or overwhelmed or defeated, I felt Thankful.

Imagine that.  

So this year, I'm going to try my best to make it a habit.

Start the day with Ten Thankful Things.

End the day with Ten Thankful Things.

When the going gets tough, when things start looking bleak, while standing at the edge of the Fire Swamp fully aware of the danger that lies ahead, that's when the beauty of this will kick in.

That's when I will hyper focus on Ten Thankful Things.
















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